I’ve been super boring lately. Only eating clean and minimally drinking any cosmos or wine. Im so boring even I don’t wanna hang out with myself. Im litcherally the most boring person on the planet. Can’t go out for lunch, can’t go out for dinner….. there goes Thursday drinks, Friday night drinks, Saturday night drink, Sunday day drinks. I mean I’m beginning to question whether or not this is actually doable.
How do super fit people not socially interact without dairy, carbs, sugar, and alcohol. Im dying to know. I mean don’t get me wrong, I feel great. My husband tells me how good I look everytime he walks past me. It’s great. But he also tells me how lame I am. My kids got me chocolate covered strawberries for Mother’s Day and I couldn’t even eat them. After so much work at the gym and disciplined eating clean I can’t ruin it with chocolate! Or cheese! I mean I live for a cheese plate, but now it’s a distant memory.
Let me tell you how I really feel, I need to hide in a closet and have a cosmo and a jar of fig jam and truffled goat goat cheese. I got this though. I’m feeling stronger and will definitely stick with it. But just know, if you don’t go into this life change with a friend that’s also participating you’re going to feel very alone. It will be just you and your hard boiled eggs that no one wants to hear about. No one wants to hear about you being sore or how you crushed toes to bar, and definitely not that you’re hungry. They all just want you to stfu have a drink and eat a cookie.
I shall go back to my life of late night Green Tea and homework. I can eat clean for life but eventually my party girl ways can only stay locked up for a matter of time. How long that will be no one can be sure of. 🎉💪🏻
This is 40ish 