So much working out. Training, eating clean. Pretty crazy how this simple things change your whole mind set. I mean, I litcherally txt a picture of the food board to my a trainer friend from a concert this weekend to ask what was the healthiest dinner option. And for anyone that is wondering what that could possibly be, it was the steak tacos on corn tortillas. From the clean eating to the barely drinking. I’ve become the DD. Couple months ago I was “party girl.” Litcherally my neighbor across the street, “hi party girl!” Every single time she sees me.
I feel stronger, and super focused. Not on being skinny or super jacked up. Just being the best version of me. That sounds so gay. But it’s the only way to really describe it. I’m obsessed with waking up not hungover and motivated to head to my trainer. I actually don’t even dread it anymore. I may have developed a weird relationship with food through cleanses and fasting, but I think I’m ok with it. My favorite foods are now a treat.
I can’t imagine stepping back into my old grazing habits or half assed workouts. My body is getting stronger everyday and I won’t let summer BBQ’s with cocktails throw me off track. I’ll continue to be date night DD and enjoy a cocktail once a week or whenever I feel like it. Its easy to feel peer pressured or told YOLO, but at the end of the day, I’m 40ish. I make my own rules. Everyone needs to do what’s best for them, and right now, I fucking rock.
This is 40ish 