I am so good at not caring, maybe a bit too good. my whole life, shitty boyfriends, guys who don’t deserve my time, or my perfected perfect blow job. I have become accustomed to turning a cold shoulder and having the “whatever” mentality. I actually wasn’t even sure I believed in love, at all. IContinue reading “love of my life.”
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Real or Fake
When I was a kid if you would’ve told me I would ever have a fake tree as an adult, I would’ve wrinkled my nose, squinted my big blue eyes, and stomped my foot and yelled, “Blasphemy!” My family loved Christmas. We were so traditional in every aspect. We would all load into the miniContinue reading “Real or Fake”
Watch the tram car please.
I love the beach. The sand is so soft and warm. Yes, ok sometimes it’s terribly hot in late July and August and it feels like you are walking on hot coals as part of a weird contest or initiation, but….. details. Anyway, it parts and falls perfectly around your bare feet when you walkContinue reading “Watch the tram car please.”
Txting
First let me start this blog by saying I’m sorry if I never text you back. It’s not that I didn’t want to, or that I was soooooo busy. I just sometimes read a text and then need a second or I say the response in my head but don’t actually txt it. I thinkContinue reading “Txting”
Over it
Ok so I was feeling the kids I guess when I wrote my last blog post but day 3 into summer vacation has me un-obsessed. I swear, these little evil creatures are trying to turn me into an alcoholic and sabotage my clean eating. My middle eats 94 snacks a day. Everytime I turn around.Continue reading “Over it”
golden hour
You’re 13 or 14, the sun is setting and it’s casting its magical last bit of life onto something so cliché. They call it the “golden hour” in the photography world I think? Not to be confused with a “golden shower,” that’s totally different… You are rolling with you’re favorite crew. Or actually I thinkContinue reading “golden hour”
Almost
Ok, I swear, no more eating healthy, not drinking cocktails, or working out post. It’s not a super crowd pleaser. For some reason no one besides everyone that goes to my gym wants to hear about it…. Anddddd people hate when I dont drink. I must be incredibly boring sober. LOL. Let’s talk about aContinue reading “Almost”
Maverick
Stop. I never thought it was possible. He’s short, probably has little hands which has always kindof freaked me out. I have pretty decent hands for a girl, my dad can bend a nickel, with his hands….I just rolled my eyes in disbelief. Not about my dad but about the fact I’m in complete Awe.Continue reading “Maverick”
Rabbit hole
I stupidly asked one of my gaming friends about this game he was playing the last time I saw him. He seemed to be really into it and I feel like we have similar personalities, you know-him being an Aquarius and all, and the fact we can talk for hours. It also seemed up myContinue reading “Rabbit hole”
Johnny Hancock
Went home today today sign my life away. Litcherally. I had to go sign my Living Will. You can never be too sure so better safe than sorry. Anyway more on that in a bit. When I’m driving on my old country roads that I learned to drive my car on, I can’t help butContinue reading “Johnny Hancock”
This is 40ish 